The past few weeks have been a little up and down to say the least. In all honesty though, I think it may have all seemed a little tougher given that usually we don’t tend to have a lot of ‘drama’ and life is normally all good. By no means am I boasting, just trying to look at things positively and realise that we’re pretty lucky most of the time. In light of that, I thought I’d note down a few things making me smile this week.

Lighter Evenings

Okay, so the rain hasn’t exactly made this as good as it could be, but how lovely has it been to not be dark at 5pm?! The promise of barbecues, watering plants and paddling pools is on the horizon and I cannot wait to be out in the garden, embracing warmer weather and laughing at Daisy, who will likely be naked and looking slightly feral most evenings.

Reading

I go through phases of reading; either I struggle to get past the first chapter of anything, or I devour one book after another. Months pass between the phases, but I’m definitely in the ‘reading at every chance I get’ camp at the moment. It has always helped me to nod off to sleep and with the amount of disturbed nights I’ve had recently, it’s definitely proved better than browsing Instagram at 3am. I’m currently reading Dan Brown’s Origin, although I’m normally a grisly thriller kinda gal.

Baby Movements

I’ve blogged before about how active this little one is, but it’s really been making me smile recently. Whenever things are a little stressful or it’s just been one of those days, taking five minutes to feel and watch all those movements instantly perks me up. Every time I see my bump wriggle or feel kicks and prods, I feel incredibly lucky and in awe of how amazing the human body really is. Like, there’s a real little person in there!

Hot Cross Buns

As much as I love hot cross buns, I’m pretty sure my hips will be glad to see the back of Easter. I’ve become something of a connoisseur the last few weeks; Jon has been bringing me home all the ‘special’ flavours he’s come across. ‘Blueberry and Maple’, ‘Extra Fruity’, ‘Apple and Cinnamon’, ‘Chocolate and Fudge’… I could continue but I’m starting to salivate and I don’t want to drool on the laptop. By this point, I’m 90% hot cross bun and I fear I’ll need to wean myself off them. I can confirm though, M&S Salted Caramel and Chocolate are the best…mmm…

Daisy’s Songs

I’ve previously mentioned how much Daisy’s speech has come on in the last year and now we quite literally can’t shut her up! It’s true what they say, kids really do say the funniest things. Daisy has loved singing songs for a while now and picks nursery rhymes up so quickly. She’s regularly coming out with a verse or two of something she’s heard at school or on TV, but this week she literally made my heart burst. Sat on the settee together, she started singing ‘Rockabye Baby’ and told me she’s going to sing it to the baby! Apparently she learnt it in school and it’s THE cutest thing ever. All the mama feels! Emma x

Scan week! I’ve been so excited to see our little one’s profile again and our 20 week scan didn’t disappoint. Initially we weren’t going to take Daisy with us, given how much the sonographer needs to concentrate, but once she heard we were going to see ‘the baby on the screen’ there was no way we were leaving without her.Our sonographer was really lovely and actually did our 20 week scan with Daisy too. She just about managed to check everything needed, no thanks to an extremely wriggly baby! We didn’t find out what we are having either, so it’s definitely team yellow now!

We were told my placenta is at the back, which explains why I’m feeling so much more this time. Flutters have turned into some regular ‘kicks’, that are getting easier for Jon to feel and judging by how much movement we could see on the scan, no wonder I’m feeling lots of it already!My stomach and pelvic pains are pretty bad this week, so sleep is a much sought after luxury at the moment, which is just a little out of reach. I’m having lots of Epsom salt baths, using my pregnancy pillow every night and am struggling through some yoga, but nothing is really helping. It comes with the territory of growing a little person though, and it will all be worth it when we get to meet him or her.img_2634.jpgJon and I are going away for a weekend to Krakow shortly and there’ll be plenty of walking around, so I’d love to hear any remedies that worked for your aches and pains during pregnancy. Failing that, we’ll have to rent a wheelchair from somewhere and I’ll put Jon to work!

Emma  x

So last week started off much better; aches and pains were to a minimum, no nausea and more energy… hello second trimester, we finally meet again! I’m starting to feel those little flutters far more (as long as I’m sitting still or lying down) and no wonder; baby is the size of a croissant this week apparently. Sidenote: I LOVE the Ovia Pregnancy app! Anything that tells me the size of our baby in reference to Parisian bakery treats, is a winner for me.Unfortunately, our house quickly took a turn into germ city half way through the week and Daisy came down with a really nasty cough and cold. This quickly led to Jon being unwell too, although (touch wood) I’m germ free at the moment. I had the flu jab a couple of weeks back, so hoping that keeps me feeling good whilst the lurgy hangs around.

Spending the back end of the week and weekend with a 3 years old on my chest and lap for most of the time however, hasn’t helped those fading aches and pains. I pulled my stomach muscles badly through the night too, sitting up to get Daisy a drink or more medicine. Fingers crossed she’s through the worst of it now, and we can all get a good night’s sleep in the next few days.I had a good clear out of my wardrobe too and packed away things that aren’t going to fit me for a while now; goodbye high waisted jeans! I’ve ordered some pregnancy jeans and have one or two other ‘maternity’ bits, but for the most part I’m trying to only buy regular clothes that will see me through the next few months and can still be worn afterwards. I’m just looking forward to warmer weather for all the floaty dresses and flip flops. Ultimate comfort!

Emma  x

I’m not going to lie, this has been a tough week. Those stomach pains are still lingering and my nausea returned with a vendetta; cue Monday meltdown!

I had an antenatal appointment on Monday (everything running smoothly) and got to hear this little ones heartbeat; he or she is proving to be an energetic little wriggler already!

Once we’d got home and Jon was about to go to work for the evening, I started to feel really unwell and couldn’t move without feeling sick. At 17 weeks I hoped I was over nausea, but that definitely wasn’t the case early on this week.

I hadn’t slept great on Sunday night either, so a mixture of tiredness, hormones and sickness led to one of those marathon crying sessions; you know the kind, where you cry on and off for a few hours whenever anyone asks if you’re okay. I even roped my lovely brother in to get Daisy a Happy Meal for tea (the sickness was real guys!).

Thankfully, Tuesday was a little better and I’ve only had mild nausea in the evenings again. I even managed to wolf down this bad boy that Jon brought home (he knows the way to my heart!).Apart from nausea, everything else has been pretty normal and I can feel this little babe more and more everyday. Daisy has started looking at my growing bump regularly and telling me that I have a baby in there too; she’s going to be such a good big sister.We have a weekend full of celebrations now as it’s Jon’s birthday on Monday, so there’s lots of food and family time on the cards. Hope you all have a lovely week guys!

Emma x

So this week marked 16 weeks of pregnancy and if it’s anything to go by, this one is totally different to Daisy. By now in my first pregnancy, I felt like a superhero; loads of energy, motivation and the only sign of pregnancy was my growing belly.img_2280This time however, my body is reminding me constantly that I am indeed ‘with child’. My belly has popped out way quicker this time, I’m still getting nausea (although only in the evenings) and tiredness is at a high. The biggest thing is the stomach pains I’m getting. I’ve tried everything from pregnancy yoga to Epsom salt baths and have even bought a pregnancy pillow, but nothing seems to ease it.img_2366Of course, having a toddler in tow this time is definitely going to change things; gone are the days of putting my feet up and watching box sets for days on end. Now, I’m picking Play-Doh out of the rug, having luke warm, shared baths with all the foam letters and trying to baby wipe my house clean, all whilst having “Johnny, Johnny” stuck in my head (if you know, you know).

Admittedly mind, I wouldn’t change it for the world and all the tough moments are immediately forgotten when Daisy declares me her “best friend” or I feel the little flutters of baby number two. img_2379We knew we wanted another baby and leading up to the wedding, I was kind of wishing time away so we could start trying. After trying for a year for Daisy, never did we imagine falling pregnant within a month of getting married! We feel incredibly lucky and honestly a little shocked!

I’m due 7th July and it’s absolutely flying by. We’re already at loggerheads on finding out what we’re having (we found out with Daisy), but I’m adamant on a surprise this time and given I’ll be the one who’s pregnant and going through labour, I’d say I have a strong argument haha! img_2352I’m going to keep posting some pregnancy updates, even if it’s just a reminder for us. I didn’t take a lot of photos or keep a diary whilst pregnant with Daisy and can’t believe how easy it is to forget it all. This time around, I’m going to record much more so we can look back on all the exciting times ahead.

Emma  x